i think to be alive you have to put your whole self into it, hold nothing back, your eyes wide-eyed and astonished by beauty, restrictions removed from feeling, able to hunger, to drink from your senses and make love to the delicious and strange essence that intertwines through all, make love to the universe and be unafraid of what that means. Just open, open and watch it scream like a jaguar, deep heartbeat, deep breaths, wa la kii ama....