November 2, 199-
[pages missing] . . . I woke up with the same feeling last night, hearing the same voice calling from downstairs . . . [page torn] . . . walking from the room . . . seeing . . . [page torn] . . . understanding . . . [pages missing]
[letter burned] . . . and that would be a repeat performance. But I must be honest with you:
What's wrong with that! I mean, what happened?
What exactly turned you from college? Hell--
your WORLD! You were bold to make that GPA.
But you were even more bold to leave it all behind.
What, John? What is it? . . .
You were searching for something . . . and then you found it . . .
[remaining pages burned]
I cannot stand a separation from peace in God any longer.
P.J. has become . . .
I know you've had a realization.
I know you know . . . about me.
I AM REAL.
No one can tell you otherwise.
My voice . . . it no longer needs to hold you from the Self . . .