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         #15 D.M. Turner - unspecified quantity Salvinorin with LSD 
        On the next occasion when I combined Salvinorin with LSD, the Salvinorin
        was taken in the early stages of the trip. At the time of this journey
        there was some very unusual weather which shifted between rain, sunshine,
        wind, and hail, every 10 minutes or less. I tend to enjoy tripping at
        times like this when the sky seems pregnant with energy, and before
        smoking the Salvinorin I opened a window and propped myself on the bed so
        I could look into the garden outside.

        Upon smoking the Salvinorin I was transported to a dimension where it
        seemed that all of creation was visible to me. The entire universe was
        turning inside-out and then outside-in in a rapidly repeating manner. As
        this occurred, the "outside" or negative universe was seen to be an exact replica of the "inside" or manifest material universe. These two sides balanced and flowed through one another like a galactic, multi-dimensional yin-yang. The intricacy and perfection of this "dance," this movement and interpretation of the two halves of Form and Emptiness, was spectacular. and can probably best be described as appearing like a cosmic, animated Escher painting.

        The entire surface of the universe could be seen as though existing on the
        interior surface of a giant sphere. With the movement, part of the
        universe would flow through the center of this sphere, where it seemed
        that I was staring down the "axis" where form and non-form met and flowed
        through each other. This "axis" I was staring down also existed within the
        curved universe, and seemed to curve around and come back behind my head.
        Each time a cycle of turning inside-out was completed, the last object
        that would traverse the gate to the opposite side was my own body and
        being.

        As I observed all this I felt a loving connection reaching out to
        everything in the universe, coupled with pristine clarity and vastly
        expanded consciousness. At some point I had a revelation where I perceived
        all form, all creation, as the male counterpart to being. At this same
        time, I realized there was a female counterpart to manifest creation,
        which was the emptiness or space from which, and in which, all of this had
        been created. I had a powerful experience of this Divine Mother and felt
        the love with which she gave of herself so that existence could come into
        being, and the love that she feels for all of existence. There were
        intense feelings of sweeping joy and happiness, and of being in complete
        harmony with everything. As I gradually started to come out of this state
        I went through a cycle of powerful emotions which repeated at first every
        few seconds, slowing to where I would feel each emotion for a minute or
        two. I distinctly recall feelings of awe, wonder, and reverence beyond anything I'd felt before.

        At the time I got out of bed I was still in unison with this magnificent
        experience. For the first time I can remember I had the feeling that all
        of my shells and protections, which normally produce a certain distance
        and separation from life, had been completely removed. To a certain degree
        this feeling is common with most psychedelics, but I had never experienced
        anything even approaching this degree of freedom. I was fully and
        immediately embracing the universe and anything it may place in my path, as it was all a part of the Divine Mother, it seemed that my entire life had been spent behind a sheet of glass that had become grimier and grimier over time, and all of a
        sudden this glass had been whisked away and the universe was before me
        with a new and startling clarity. Much to my chagrin, these shells
        gradually formed around nit during the next half hour. But there remains
        to this day a connection to this immaculate state, and a desire to live
        closer to it and someday experience it again.

        Much of what I experienced in this session has been felt in subsequent
        journeys. In particular, the perception of the universe turning rapidly inside-out, and seen as though occupying the interior of a sphere, occurs nearly every time I smoke Salvinorin. Siebert has commented on this perceived "flattening out" of the universe as "it is not so much that the universe becomes two dimensional, it's more that I move into a higher dimension, from where everything appears "flat," similar to how two dimensional objects appear to our normal perception." The cycle of repeating emotions and sensations is also very common. Often this includes feelings of complete disbelief and confusion at what is being experienced. alternating with total understanding of the situation, and even hilarious laughter at how I normally don't recognize the now obvious state of affairs. The experience described above was about one and one-half hours in duration. Most subsequent experiments have also shown increased duration of the Salvinorin trip if taken while on LSD or 2C-B, along with potentiation of the Salvinorin.


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